Recently, the habit of reading has kicked in. Reading makes me feel weird, in a good sense. It takes my mind in to a whole different world. Especially those that are informative. Reading makes me feel calm, not inclusive of those that will make me feel anxious or boiling, which happened to be..... fictions.
After getting to know more about stuffs like palm reading and how your dreams hold messages that sometimes you cannot overlook, I'm somewhat curious, about things happening in this world. No, not how the economy has risen or dropped in whichever countries, or how more forests are getting burnt down for infrastructure and stuffs.
Currently in my mind, I'm curious about one thing, that would not leave my mind---my past life.
Ever wonder what your past life is like? I doubt many will take a break and muse over this question.
I wanna know what's my life like in the past. Yes, I do believe in reincarnation. It's what keep this world going, ain't it? Just like when dead leaves get decomposed, they are still as useful as ever, to the ground, and they'll soon be found in places and also, back to the same old plant that they were once at.
Am I making sense here? =O
It's just like how much I'm so obsessed with the 'what is in a Libra' thing. Well, along that line. Basically, in depth of a Libra.
I guess what I ought to do now is to save more money and get those books that I've been eyeing for. I will know more about it. I will know what's my past life like. Even if my life was miserable back then, I'll still catch a glimpse.
Reading definitely changed me---my way of thinking and my whole way of dealing with stuffs. Now, I'm not the repulsive type anymore. I'm slowly to think, and getting to be more understanding. I'm somehow able to keep my cool, not get ticked off at whatever things.
Well, let's hope that I'll keep them up. I don't want to experience horrible..... whatever horrible things anymore.
Informative stuffs do set me thinking. 'How's your past 16 years been? It's time to stop wasting your life dude.' Well indeed, I've been learning and fooling around for the past years I've walked the Earth. Right now, all's about to change. Heading for a new start, not shoving back the past with disregard, but storing them back in somewhere, hoping they'll be there forever.
Cause they taught me, and made me remember, what it was like to be that way.